I fed those feeling’s and it felt so good
I caved into that sweet, sweet craving
These numbers will haunt me later
and I know it’ll make me feel sick to my stomach, but right now is all that matters
you see that’s what happens when that lonely sadness kicks in
suddenly I’m wondering what went wrong, if it was even that serious. if it was merely all just me
pretty pictures I remember, hopes and dreams down the drain
miss that warmth, some days I even miss those arms
it’s okay I guess to miss what you no longer want/need in your life
still I wonder what I would have done differently…
and this void what do I fill it with now?
some things are easier said then done.
I’m no robot, but right now I wish I was
Only human, I feel oh so deeply
feelings they mess with my head
thoughts I can only share with this screen in front of me