I searched for a picture

A reminder of a happier time

But they came in small increments 

And I’m having a hard time dealing

I fell into a funk

I fell deep within myself

I’m trying to surrender my feelings

Trying to find the light

But I keep coming up short

I have these memories in my head

I have feelings that linger

I tried to reach out

But you were already gone

I tried to be seen

But you had already closed your eyes to me

I tried to be heard

But you had already muted me out

I’m stuck in this rut

Looking for a recharge 

Before I knew it the life had been sucked out of me

And I’m trying so desperately to remember, the me before there was a you.


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