If I could only…


If he could only love me

I’d be happy

If he could only need me

I’d be happy

If he could only give me attention 

I’d be happy

If he could choose me first always

I’d be happy 

If he could let me

I’d be happy

If he…

If he…

If he…

I became sick

Couldn’t get out of bed

Never wanted to see sun rise

Wanted to hold him accountable 

Wanted him to fill a void

Truth was…

I was the enemy, I needed to escape

Because I wasn’t woman enough, to fall in love with myself

I thought if I blamed him

My worries, would fade

But when he left and the dust settled

I had no choice

I had to face Me

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3 Comments Add yours

  1. Nicely written, Loved it.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thank you 😊

      Liked by 1 person

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