I laid in bed
I prayed to god
To keep you safe
I reflected on the day
There’s a lump in my throat
A pain in my chest
My eyes puffy and soar
I haven’t ate since Saturday morning
I haven’t slept since Friday night
Saw my reflection in the mirror
I could no longer do this to myself
We shared a bond or so I thought
I was ride or die for you always
I would’ve put my life on the line for you
Gave up a life for you…
How was it so easy for you to hurt me?
Time and time again
Push me aside
Tell me lies
Give me false promises
I no longer believe
If by chance, I don’t make it
I hope he welcomes me into heaven
I’ve been dead to you, for a while
Your demons win every battle
Though you may never admit it to yourself, when our bodies met, something beyond our control happened.
Something you couldn’t understand.
Something you fought to destroy.
They say if you truly love someone, to let them go.
So I’m letting you go.
I hope you find your wings.