“Fuck love” I said to him

He laughs…Mocks me from the other end

He thinks I failed at this

He thinks quitting him is where I went wrong

He thinks I’ll get tired of trying and run back to him 

He forgets he was my first taste at love 

He forgets he was my first chance at love

He forgets he gave me my first broken heart 

He forgets he left me hanging 

He forgets he failed me

He forgets he’s everything I don’t want in love

“Fuck love” I said to him

Quietly I wished for it

Deep down inside I had hoped for it…

Just not from him…