He taught me.

He taught me, never to trust myself Second guessing became second nature He taught me, that his rejection was nothing Minimal to that of the world He taught me loneliness, with him at my side physically there, mentally long gone He taught me, that I wasn’t good enough on to the next, or back to…

Just strangers.

It was supposed to be forever  But I’m looking at pictures  Going down memory lane Feelings I can’t describe  I tried to give you a home I tried to give you a partner I tried with everything in me I know you’d give anything to have her back But she’s long gone  Making way and…

The audacity of a broken heart

Hey guys haven’t had a chance to post this, but here’s a short documentary I put together.  What was the audacity of your broken heart? ​​

Down stream 

I fill the void I fill this space With comfort I hear no noise It drives me insane I need you bad It makes me frown It keeps me down I miss your face I miss your voice Too many fish I can’t compete 

Push

Why do you starve your heart To feed your ego Deny yourself the stars and galaxies  To live in earths poverty  How do you silence your emotions To make sure your demons are at peace When did you blind yourself To not see heaven on earth Who have I been? Who do I have to…

Hey there lonely girl. 

Table for one please Don’t look so confused  Craving meets satisfaction  A queen size bed, oh so fitting The left side always felt so cold The right side is where I reside over night Thoughts, that somehow turned into good company Details matter here in hospitality  Nothing ever goes unnoticed  Alone in this space Alone…

Risky business.

I left it up to you… To find me in a crowded room  To make a move To start something new To slowly uncover the me, beneath the surface To bring me the stars and the moon  To take me away on nights like today To make sense of all that is  To smile at…

Sincerely, Rosa

I’m not the girl you used to know I’m not the girl you met Times have changed And so have I…. She didn’t know better She was in pieces Trying to find ways to keep it together… Searching for ways to drown the pain One little trigger…. Her days, were a mess Broken smiles and…

If I could only…

If he could only love me I’d be happy If he could only need me I’d be happy If he could only give me attention  I’d be happy If he could choose me first always I’d be happy  If he could let me I’d be happy If he… If he… If he… I became sick…

Beauty sleep

I was never asleep Consciously I was woke But life had me muted Searched for answers outside of me You keep hitting the snooze button on me Because all you crave, is new panties, With the dead  The ones who sleep walk But I’m wide awake, and on a quest  You’re a little in between…

Get over.

 Staying out late Trying to distract myself Drunk tears And sober lies  Running in circles inside of my head  Nothing worst  While you’re doing just fine  With your own little distraction Nothing worst Then feeling unheard And misunderstood  Because you had enough Because you had your fix  But I’m not done But I’m not…

I would love to thank you all for all the love and support over the last two years. I am happy to share that I have published my very own poetry book. Please pass along the link. https://www.createspace.com/6918864