Supporting actress

  I tried to reason with my heartI tried to reason with youI tried to be seenI tried to be cool girlI tried to be heardI tried to be feltI tried to be strongI tried to be thereI tried to hold onI tried to look prettierI tried to make you laughI tried to make you…

Persona

He said I have a blank lookThat my eyes were darkThey told storiesUnwillingly gave me awayHe didn't know My walls got tallerAs I got smallerThe cells of my body hold onMemory is a bitchPain body is all I knowWalked through the stormAnd I barely felt a thingPins and needles Am I still alive?I feel numb…

The chase 

Same city Different city Same difference  Uncertainty is gone Uncertainty is lost  To cry defeat  To be damned  To say the least To do the most To build a life Uncertainty will look back But she will be throned 

Sacred thing

Pen to story Pencil to sketch Between the lines Between the shading  You stood there tall as ever Time defied you Time cursed you You stood there chin up Stripped to the core  Down to your essence  Dead weight lifted  Skeletons buried  Demons possessed by me Whose that girl? They ask… The way she moves…

So this is betrayal.

I’m tossing and turning Making excuses for you But I saw the proof I knew the answer But I asked the question You lied… And I pretended to be okay I was there I went to that place  You weren’t there Words fall flat Land me right on my face I was good to you …

Masterpiece 

Last night I tried to draw you I tried to shade in all my favorite parts of you I thought about drawing myself next to you I wondered how we might look together Would your smile compliment mine? What if I drew your arms around my waist? Would I look safe? I wish you had…

He taught me.

He taught me, never to trust myself Second guessing became second nature He taught me, that his rejection was nothing Minimal to that of the world He taught me loneliness, with him at my side physically there, mentally long gone He taught me, that I wasn’t good enough on to the next, or back to…

Just strangers.

It was supposed to be forever  But I’m looking at pictures  Going down memory lane Feelings I can’t describe  I tried to give you a home I tried to give you a partner I tried with everything in me I know you’d give anything to have her back But she’s long gone  Making way and…

The audacity of a broken heart

Hey guys haven’t had a chance to post this, but here’s a short documentary I put together.  What was the audacity of your broken heart? ​​

Down stream 

I fill the void I fill this space With comfort I hear no noise It drives me insane I need you bad It makes me frown It keeps me down I miss your face I miss your voice Too many fish I can’t compete 

Push

Why do you starve your heart To feed your ego Deny yourself the stars and galaxies  To live in earths poverty  How do you silence your emotions To make sure your demons are at peace When did you blind yourself To not see heaven on earth Who have I been? Who do I have to…

Hey there lonely girl. 

Table for one please Don’t look so confused  Craving meets satisfaction  A queen size bed, oh so fitting The left side always felt so cold The right side is where I reside over night Thoughts, that somehow turned into good company Details matter here in hospitality  Nothing ever goes unnoticed  Alone in this space Alone…