Sincerely, Rosa

I’m not the girl you used to know I’m not the girl you met Times have changed And so have I…. She didn’t know better She was in pieces Trying to find ways to keep it together… Searching for ways to drown the pain One little trigger…. Her days, were a mess Broken smiles and…

If I could only…

If he could only love me I’d be happy If he could only need me I’d be happy If he could only give me attention  I’d be happy If he could choose me first always I’d be happy  If he could let me I’d be happy If he… If he… If he… I became sick…

Beauty sleep

I was never asleep Consciously I was woke But life had me muted Searched for answers outside of me You keep hitting the snooze button on me Because all you crave, is new panties, With the dead  The ones who sleep walk But I’m wide awake, and on a quest  You’re a little in between…

Get over.

 Staying out late Trying to distract myself Drunk tears And sober lies  Running in circles inside of my head  Nothing worst  While you’re doing just fine  With your own little distraction Nothing worst Then feeling unheard And misunderstood  Because you had enough Because you had your fix  But I’m not done But I’m not…

I would love to thank you all for all the love and support over the last two years. I am happy to share that I have published my very own poetry book. Please pass along the link. https://www.createspace.com/6918864

The writings on the wall. 

I was addicted  Was it you  Or was it the pain  I wanted more  I knew that if I wanted to I could easily move on But I stayed still Refused to leave this place  And drowned in my own tears Provoked  By my own heart Stared with a blank look At this wall These…

Insomnia 

She screams at me in agony  Reaches out her hand for me And I let her fall on her face  I had to… She would later understand Laid facedown on the cold ground All I could do was stare  I couldn’t help her up 48hours we stood in this room Cursed my name I was…

Ruby Rose 

My motive  Keep me near and dear  Better thoughts  Better days  I bask in this smile Let down my hair Let down my guards It was me It was I all along Twinkle twinkle little star  How I wonder  what you’d give me if I’d only let go Up above the world so high Like…

The other side. 

Talking to a friend today, I shared a story. I have only shared this story with a couple of people and today I realized many people could benefit from it. Here it goes…true story guys lol  Many years ago, I felt like everything was impossible, that no matter what I did I wasn’t worthy of…

Sweetest sin.

I can’t help but smile, when I see your face Something inside of me lights up, it’s hard to escape it Ever so far, ever so near I’m not sure how  I’m not sure when But I know this will align I can’t help but only want you  As you sit there, Sooo nonchalant  Too…

Flaws and All.

On a gloomy cold Sunday… I cuddled up with your demons… The way they smiled at me was hypnotizing. Got to know them better and better with every story and every laugh… Only thing is I couldn’t tell if we shared a laugh or if I was the one getting laughed at.  After all I…

Running on E.

I drove for miles  Never really made it Questioned my hope Over and over  But this little voice kept saying “keep going” I’m at a lost for words  Left without a clue  Lost with no direction  All I know is I miss you  It’s too soon… To want it how it used to be  Cause…