Manic

I’m falling hard I’m running wild Sweet winters cold Don’t stop me now Madness in my bones Running circles around myself Searching through these faces I can still hear your voice The ring of yesterday The calm of today I lost the girl The girl you knew You’d think I’d get a clue In with…

The writings on the wall. 

I was addicted  Was it you  Or was it the pain  I wanted more  I knew that if I wanted to I could easily move on But I stayed still Refused to leave this place  And drowned in my own tears Provoked  By my own heart Stared with a blank look At this wall These…

Crash hard.

   I watch this girl She stares back at me She’s begging for more I keep giving her less She walks away bare face She came in full face If I could hold her till it goes away She might just see what I see But instead she goes by what you see It will…

The struggle.

I’ve learned that “I love you’s” can leave as quickly as they come. That people will miss you but pride won’t allow them to pick up the phone. I’ve learned that dispointments get old and so does searching for the answer. That my heart isn’t made out of ice, I refuse to be as cold…

Good night.

   Night time has fallen It’s  me and you In my head In my thoughts  It’s the why’s The but how? That will haunt me in my dreams The what could’ve been The what would’ve been And the what is… The end is long gone Everyday a chance for new beginnings  If only your memory…

Two feet on the ground.

   Looking back I can see, I was far to blind to try and understand right from wrong. To naive to tell the difference between self destruction and being a strong woman. I let words cloud my head and push me further away from myself. Trying to play it cool, but really playing myself over…

Caught up in you.

I get caught up in these feelings You can’t see me here You refuse to hear me here I get caught up in these feelings I can’t sleep at night Clutching these sheets, it’s hard… I get caught up in these feelings I can’t recognize you You’re everything, I thought you never were I get…

Him.

   I see this man… He’s lost in thought As he stares at this beauty of art He’s calm and mostly down to earth He’s tired Chasing pavements, heavy eye’s I want to know what aggravates him What his pet-peeves are I want to know what makes him feel loved What makes him feel like…

A lovers past.

   A love forgotten A time of the past A touch familiar A touch unwanted I remember it like it was yesterday You stood before me Feet pacing Scared to let go It was a late summer night Back in the 90’s I remember your words I remember my smile When you said “You were…

Like a moth, to a flame.

And I laid there Gasping for air Feeling the weight Like a ton of bricks, on my chest While you danced around me in circles A tune I couldn’t make out… A tune familiar somehow… I called out But you couldn’t hear Unbothered  You pretended not to hear my cries I tried to let the…