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Lost and found

They say to get over someone, to get under someone I admit the thought crossed my mind Turns out self destruction is no longer my thing I can’t find that girl That girl you used to know I look in the mirror I look at old photos I hear an old song She left me…

Phoenix

Your words burned me down Chased away all the sanity thats left in me I ask for guidance I ask these questions I ask for a sign He gives me another lesson He makes me face myself He wants me to fight him But he fights dirty He wants me to fight me So let…

Sweet spot

I have these foot prints in my heart They confined me to this bed They confined me to this room I remember a time when I couldn’t stomach the pain I stayed up late I cried for days I couldn’t breathe I fell to my knees The memories wouldn’t die The movies were on repeat…

Under her influence.

Welcome to ocean dreams Where life’s a beach I gave you a heart You gave me a scene The actress died He’s doing time Sunset daze I’m doing fine You saw the light The mans alive Heaven on earth The rose she bloomed I was the moon You were the tide We created waves Gravitated…

Pedals and thorns

The rose in all her beauty Laid there Life less Tarnished pedal After pedal Stale like her emotions One by one You picked them up Careful not to break them For you understood how fragile they were When you watered her You also watered your thorns Ready for blood Ready to defend The beauty that…

Smoking gun.

I heard the laughs I missed the joke Skipped in line Tripped over my foot John Doe She fell on her face Not my bed Not my mess I did the time I crawled out safe He’s trying to run He’s trying to hide But karma is never late He missed the finally He missed…

Supporting actress

I tried to reason with my heart I tried to reason with you I tried to be seen I tried to be cool girl I tried to be heard I tried to be felt I tried to be strong I tried to be there I tried to hold on I tried to look prettier…

Persona

He said I have a blank look That my eyes were dark They told stories Unwillingly gave me away He didn’t know My walls got taller As I got smaller The cells of my body hold on Memory is a bitch Pain body is all I know Walked through the storm And I barely felt…

So this is betrayal.

I’m tossing and turning Making excuses for you But I saw the proof I knew the answer But I asked the question You lied… And I pretended to be okay I was there I went to that place You weren’t there Words fall flat Land me right on my face I was good to you …

Masterpiece

Last night I tried to draw you I tried to shade in all my favorite parts of you I thought about drawing myself next to you I wondered how we might look together Would your smile compliment mine? What if I drew your arms around my waist? Would I look safe? I wish you had…