Paradox

I’m trying my best not to like you But you’re treating me like the flower that I am It’s making me soft and I’m smiling for no reason at all I’m no good at love I’m better at omitting the truth Concealing my heart I’m no good at hugs Worse with goodbyes You’re exactly what…

Under her influence.

Welcome to ocean dreams Where life’s a beach I gave you a heart You gave me a scene The actress died He’s doing time Sunset daze I’m doing fine You saw the light The mans alive Heaven on earth The rose she bloomed I was the moon You were the tide We created waves Gravitated…

Just strangers.

It was supposed to be forever  But I’m looking at pictures  Going down memory lane Feelings I can’t describe  I tried to give you a home I tried to give you a partner I tried with everything in me I know you’d give anything to have her back But she’s long gone  Making way and…

Down stream 

I fill the void I fill this space With comfort I hear no noise It drives me insane I need you bad It makes me frown It keeps me down I miss your face I miss your voice Too many fish I can’t compete 

Beauty sleep

I was never asleep Consciously I was woke But life had me muted Searched for answers outside of me You keep hitting the snooze button on me Because all you crave, is new panties, With the dead  The ones who sleep walk But I’m wide awake, and on a quest  You’re a little in between…

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Unfamiliar.

I knelt down on the pillars of this churchThis time it was different  The first time I entered these doors was with an uncle I remember as clear as day how overwhelmingly beautiful it was to me It’s where I was introduced to God  Baptized as a child, held over this holy water as it…

Get me out of here.

I won’t get in my feelings  That ship has sailed for me This bridge has been lit Ghost of the past taught me never to be naive Some hands aren’t strong enough to catch something good… And not all eyes see Not like your ex Wont be like your next  Definitely will not be your…

Time is up.

Wish you the best Even though you gave me the worst Looking back… Looking back?  Looking forward… I was the heart I was the battery I gave us life I kept us going Words you never said Feelings that were never expressed Suppressed by old wounds Echoes surround you now Your shadow keeps you company …

Raised by a mother who rarely shared hugs and kisses consumed by herself she left her kids to fence for themselves. Haunted by her mistakes he learned to become cold and distant and just as selfish as she Pushing away everyone he truly loved because he didn’t know how to accept love Never realizing It…