I was addicted Was it you Or was it the pain I wanted more I knew that if I wanted to I could easily move on But I stayed still Refused to leave this place And drowned in my own tears Provoked By my own heart Stared with a blank look At this wall These…
Category: The self
Crash hard.
I watch this girl She stares back at me She’s begging for more I keep giving her less She walks away bare face She came in full face If I could hold her till it goes away She might just see what I see But instead she goes by what you see It will…
The struggle.
I’ve learned that “I love you’s” can leave as quickly as they come. That people will miss you but pride won’t allow them to pick up the phone. I’ve learned that dispointments get old and so does searching for the answer. That my heart isn’t made out of ice, I refuse to be as cold…
Good night.
Night time has fallen It’s me and you In my head In my thoughts It’s the why’s The but how? That will haunt me in my dreams The what could’ve been The what would’ve been And the what is… The end is long gone Everyday a chance for new beginnings If only your memory…
Two feet on the ground.
Looking back I can see, I was far to blind to try and understand right from wrong. To naive to tell the difference between self destruction and being a strong woman. I let words cloud my head and push me further away from myself. Trying to play it cool, but really playing myself over…
A lovers past.
A love forgotten A time of the past A touch familiar A touch unwanted I remember it like it was yesterday You stood before me Feet pacing Scared to let go It was a late summer night Back in the 90’s I remember your words I remember my smile When you said “You were…
Like a moth, to a flame.
And I laid there Gasping for air Feeling the weight Like a ton of bricks, on my chest While you danced around me in circles A tune I couldn’t make out… A tune familiar somehow… I called out But you couldn’t hear Unbothered You pretended not to hear my cries I tried to let the…
Supernatural
Bathed myself in anguish Stared from afar As I became his target Set me on fire The show must go on Thought I weathered the storm He had all the footage he needed My heart sunk Eyelids dropped lower Smile turned into a frown Wrapped in disappointment I lost But I never had a…
I’m sober.
I’ve hit this wall more times than I can count Don’t know what it is about you but you love to pull me under So what shall we call this magnetic force between us The one that makes you obsess over me The one that keeps me worried about you The one that makes us…
Just a reminder.
“Fuck love” I said to him He laughs…Mocks me from the other end He thinks I failed at this He thinks quitting him is where I went wrong He thinks I’ll get tired of trying and run back to him He forgets he was my first taste at love He forgets he was my first…
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