Distance

I guess I’m supposed to unlearn you Pretend we didn’t have long nights Conversations while we sipped on coffee Conversations while we got high on life I guess I’m supposed to pretend you didn’t leave me stranded Take me for granted Push me aside, for someone new I guess I’m supposed to pretend That I…

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Get me out of here.

I won’t get in my feelings  That ship has sailed for me This bridge has been lit Ghost of the past taught me never to be naive Some hands aren’t strong enough to catch something good… And not all eyes see Not like your ex Wont be like your next  Definitely will not be your…

Time is up.

Wish you the best Even though you gave me the worst Looking back… Looking back?  Looking forward… I was the heart I was the battery I gave us life I kept us going Words you never said Feelings that were never expressed Suppressed by old wounds Echoes surround you now Your shadow keeps you company …

Ya dig?

   If you couldn’t see my status If you couldn’t see my check ins  If you didn’t try to piece together my pictures and quotes Would you make an effort Would getting to know me be relevant  If we could take it back Way back Like back in the day When dates were a thing…

The struggle.

I’ve learned that “I love you’s” can leave as quickly as they come. That people will miss you but pride won’t allow them to pick up the phone. I’ve learned that dispointments get old and so does searching for the answer. That my heart isn’t made out of ice, I refuse to be as cold…

ball and chain.

Not today. Should’ve never let it happen yesterday. Pushed beyond my limits … Dark hearts. Bitter souls. Not today, I beg. Inhale. Exhale. Leave me be, I beg. Cold world. Crawl back into your hole… Let me live. Let me breathe. If you must drown, do so… But take no prisoners.

Color me life. 

Rain drops falling hard on her No choice but to get through it Running through the storm Somehow Liberated her Made her crack a smile Made her laugh out loud  A soaked shirt A heavy heart Every step helped  As She ran from herself  As she ran for her life Trying to figure out all…

Am I there yet?

I fed those feeling’s and it felt so good I caved into that sweet, sweet craving These numbers will haunt me later and I know it’ll make me feel sick to my stomach, but right now is all that matters you see that’s what happens when that lonely sadness kicks in overpowering feelings… suddenly I’m…

She was I and I was her.

    She had that intense way about her Her heart she wore on her sleeve Her eyes they told stories She loved the gift of being a mother Her body did amazing things Her scars she wore them beautifully She always surprised herself Her strength, she dressed in daily Her smile, you wish you…