So this is betrayal.

I’m tossing and turning Making excuses for you But I saw the proof I knew the answer But I asked the question You lied… And I pretended to be okay I was there I went to that place  You weren’t there Words fall flat Land me right on my face I was good to you …

Am I there yet?

I fed those feeling’s and it felt so good I caved into that sweet, sweet craving These numbers will haunt me later and I know it’ll make me feel sick to my stomach, but right now is all that matters you see that’s what happens when that lonely sadness kicks in overpowering feelings… suddenly I’m…

I’m only human.

Disappointment comes crashing hard Makes your heart sting and eyes water Leaving you confused You tried… You gave your all You did your best Criticism it comes daily Nothings ever enough Chin up… You’re an optimist Tomorrows a new day And one can only hope You wonder… What makes a good person anyways? Do they…

It’s not me, it’s you.

Smiles for days New perspectives The touch she always needed A breath of fresh air It came easy, it left just as Something changed Was it something she said? What it something she did? Because she swore you felt the same thing as her Turns out she only fed your ego Did you forget it…

She was I and I was her.

    She had that intense way about her Her heart she wore on her sleeve Her eyes they told stories She loved the gift of being a mother Her body did amazing things Her scars she wore them beautifully She always surprised herself Her strength, she dressed in daily Her smile, you wish you…