Rightfully I wanted what was mine

The time I blessed you with

The long nights we spent on a whim

The laughs we filled silence with

What you stole from within me

The highs and the lows

Every single item, gifts from my old self

The chair from which you directed my disparity

The coffee cups, the times we sipped

The sweet birthday cakes

The balloons and remedy to cure the sick

The timeline I created, from my frame to the shirt on your flesh

I no longer believe.

The roses I had delivered

At your request on demand

I was there.

I want back what’s mine

I want to unwrite every word, take back my poetry

I want to undo every piece of art, strip every canvas of its colors

Undo every picture I sent to you, every angle I pleased you with

I wanted to undo pillow talk, our voices filling the room

Take back every kiss, take back every touch

Undo every moan, Un-cry every tear

Undo every lie you gave to me

Words you pained me with

I wanted to kill every evidence

Forget your existence

Leave no traces of your scent

No descending emotions

Spiral of commotions inside of my head

Rewind the years

Erase you from my path

But then it occurred to me…

You’re an empty man, on a quest to fill yourself up

You needed every single thing you robbed me of

And so at last…

I arrived at this place

This woman I dreamed of

Derived from soul

Birthed from my best

Higher than ever

More electrifying and beautiful then anyone you would ever come across

I wanted nothing but her

She fills me up with love and light

Keeps me high on divine powers

So lucky to have found me

I’m pleased to be her