He taught me.

He taught me, never to trust myself Second guessing became second nature He taught me, that his rejection was nothing Minimal to that of the world He taught me loneliness, with him at my side physically there, mentally long gone He taught me, that I wasn’t good enough on to the next, or back to…

Just strangers.

It was supposed to be forever  But I’m looking at pictures  Going down memory lane Feelings I can’t describe  I tried to give you a home I tried to give you a partner I tried with everything in me I know you’d give anything to have her back But she’s long gone  Making way and…

I would love to thank you all for all the love and support over the last two years. I am happy to share that I have published my very own poetry book. Please pass along the link. https://www.createspace.com/6918864

Get me out of here.

I won’t get in my feelings  That ship has sailed for me This bridge has been lit Ghost of the past taught me never to be naive Some hands aren’t strong enough to catch something good… And not all eyes see Not like your ex Wont be like your next  Definitely will not be your…

Time is up.

Wish you the best Even though you gave me the worst Looking back… Looking back?  Looking forward… I was the heart I was the battery I gave us life I kept us going Words you never said Feelings that were never expressed Suppressed by old wounds Echoes surround you now Your shadow keeps you company …

Raised by a mother who rarely shared hugs and kisses consumed by herself she left her kids to fence for themselves. Haunted by her mistakes he learned to become cold and distant and just as selfish as she Pushing away everyone he truly loved because he didn’t know how to accept love Never realizing It…

ball and chain.

Not today. Should’ve never let it happen yesterday. Pushed beyond my limits … Dark hearts. Bitter souls. Not today, I beg. Inhale. Exhale. Leave me be, I beg. Cold world. Crawl back into your hole… Let me live. Let me breathe. If you must drown, do so… But take no prisoners.

She was I and I was her.

    She had that intense way about her Her heart she wore on her sleeve Her eyes they told stories She loved the gift of being a mother Her body did amazing things Her scars she wore them beautifully She always surprised herself Her strength, she dressed in daily Her smile, you wish you…