So this is betrayal.

I’m tossing and turning Making excuses for you But I saw the proof I knew the answer But I asked the question You lied… And I pretended to be okay I was there I went to that place  You weren’t there Words fall flat Land me right on my face I was good to you …

Masterpiece 

Last night I tried to draw you I tried to shade in all my favorite parts of you I thought about drawing myself next to you I wondered how we might look together Would your smile compliment mine? What if I drew your arms around my waist? Would I look safe? I wish you had…

Push

Why do you starve your heart To feed your ego Deny yourself the stars and galaxies  To live in earths poverty  How do you silence your emotions To make sure your demons are at peace When did you blind yourself To not see heaven on earth Who have I been? Who do I have to…

Insomnia 

She screams at me in agony  Reaches out her hand for me And I let her fall on her face  I had to… She would later understand Laid facedown on the cold ground All I could do was stare  I couldn’t help her up 48hours we stood in this room Cursed my name I was…

Flaws and All.

On a gloomy cold Sunday… I cuddled up with your demons… The way they smiled at me was hypnotizing. Got to know them better and better with every story and every laugh… Only thing is I couldn’t tell if we shared a laugh or if I was the one getting laughed at.  After all I…