He taught me.

He taught me, never to trust myself Second guessing became second nature He taught me, that his rejection was nothing Minimal to that of the world He taught me loneliness, with him at my side physically there, mentally long gone He taught me, that I wasn’t good enough on to the next, or back to…

Push

Why do you starve your heart To feed your ego Deny yourself the stars and galaxies  To live in earths poverty  How do you silence your emotions To make sure your demons are at peace When did you blind yourself To not see heaven on earth Who have I been? Who do I have to…

Insomnia 

She screams at me in agony  Reaches out her hand for me And I let her fall on her face  I had to… She would later understand Laid facedown on the cold ground All I could do was stare  I couldn’t help her up 48hours we stood in this room Cursed my name I was…

Flaws and All.

On a gloomy cold Sunday… I cuddled up with your demons… The way they smiled at me was hypnotizing. Got to know them better and better with every story and every laugh… Only thing is I couldn’t tell if we shared a laugh or if I was the one getting laughed at.  After all I…