Passive

I felt the glass crack in between my fingers The fucking rage The frustration that lied within your name I let go of the rope I let go of the hope But you treat me like… Like you never let go… Projection is everything What you mirror is not me It’s you…. Nothing is what…

Unapologetic.

I know what you’re thinking But your arrogance is out of style This is not about you No it’s not about the other day Trying to get ready for him Closet full of freakum dresses Each one has it’s own story about us No, this is not about you Not about the way you touched…

Paradox

I’m trying my best not to like you But you’re treating me like the flower that I am It’s making me soft and I’m smiling for no reason at all I’m no good at love I’m better at omitting the truth Concealing my heart I’m no good at hugs Worse with goodbyes You’re exactly what…

Bite the bullet

The room is silent But outside these windows A storm is brewing It felt like a million years went by As I laid here contemplating Another night I pray for you You gave me nothing Still you gave me everything He hugged my body He spoke wisdom unto me He wondered about me Wanted to…

Rebel souls.

We unmasked these fears Created these shifts Gave power to will Basking in the sun The goat is gone Our house is a home You’re my morning coffee And my goodnight My smile, its never ending You feed my joy Heart to heart We’re shedding skin You breathe into me life Sand in my toes…

Under her influence.

Welcome to ocean dreams Where life’s a beach I gave you a heart You gave me a scene The actress died He’s doing time Sunset daze I’m doing fine You saw the light The mans alive Heaven on earth The rose she bloomed I was the moon You were the tide We created waves Gravitated…

Supporting actress

  I tried to reason with my heartI tried to reason with youI tried to be seenI tried to be cool girlI tried to be heardI tried to be feltI tried to be strongI tried to be thereI tried to hold onI tried to look prettierI tried to make you laughI tried to make you…

Persona

He said I have a blank lookThat my eyes were darkThey told storiesUnwillingly gave me awayHe didn't know My walls got tallerAs I got smallerThe cells of my body hold onMemory is a bitchPain body is all I knowWalked through the stormAnd I barely felt a thingPins and needles Am I still alive?I feel numb…

Sacred thing

Pen to story Pencil to sketch Between the lines Between the shading  You stood there tall as ever Time defied you Time cursed you You stood there chin up Stripped to the core  Down to your essence  Dead weight lifted  Skeletons buried  Demons possessed by me Whose that girl? They ask… The way she moves…

So this is betrayal.

I’m tossing and turning Making excuses for you But I saw the proof I knew the answer But I asked the question You lied… And I pretended to be okay I was there I went to that place  You weren’t there Words fall flat Land me right on my face I was good to you …