I was addicted Was it you Or was it the pain I wanted more I knew that if I wanted to I could easily move on But I stayed still Refused to leave this place And drowned in my own tears Provoked By my own heart Stared with a blank look At this wall These…
Category: Him
Crash hard.
I watch this girl She stares back at me She’s begging for more I keep giving her less She walks away bare face She came in full face If I could hold her till it goes away She might just see what I see But instead she goes by what you see It will…
Like a moth, to a flame.
And I laid there Gasping for air Feeling the weight Like a ton of bricks, on my chest While you danced around me in circles A tune I couldn’t make out… A tune familiar somehow… I called out But you couldn’t hear Unbothered You pretended not to hear my cries I tried to let the…
I’m sober.
I’ve hit this wall more times than I can count Don’t know what it is about you but you love to pull me under So what shall we call this magnetic force between us The one that makes you obsess over me The one that keeps me worried about you The one that makes us…
Just a reminder.
“Fuck love” I said to him He laughs…Mocks me from the other end He thinks I failed at this He thinks quitting him is where I went wrong He thinks I’ll get tired of trying and run back to him He forgets he was my first taste at love He forgets he was my first…
Ocean dreams.
We ignited Spark by spark Hearts beating fast I’m California dreaming Trying to catch up to myself Dressed in tattoos He was committed to art In a perfect world Sand in my hair Picked up the pieces alone In the process I misplaced my heart Some days it’s hard to share a hug These deep…
As I laid there.
I stared up at this ceiling The fan was dusty and needed some cleaning Much like my heart Deep within myself I threw a tantrum Looked over at you with anger I wondered how many more pretty faces stared at this same ceiling I caressed these sheets slowly A little bit of last night crept…
the weather keeps changing and seasons have come and gone you said I was just a faze treated me like a disgrace lit the match, that set us ablaze still I forgave. writing to survive another body to make you feel alive starving for a new life you’ll never admit it the reason you were…
Yesterday’s tomorrow
I thought of you yesterday To my dismay and with tears in my eyes You watched me die inside A botched heart A clumsy start Instead of helping me, you gave me the bullets and gun Watched me pull the trigger Offered no compassion Turned away and left me in the dark Alone and afraid…
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