“Fuck love” I said to him He laughs…Mocks me from the other end He thinks I failed at this He thinks quitting him is where I went wrong He thinks I’ll get tired of trying and run back to him He forgets he was my first taste at love He forgets he was my first…
Category: me
Ocean dreams.
We ignited Spark by spark Hearts beating fast I’m California dreaming Trying to catch up to myself Dressed in tattoos He was committed to art In a perfect world Sand in my hair Picked up the pieces alone In the process I misplaced my heart Some days it’s hard to share a hug These deep…
Old wounds.
Sticks and stones In the rough… A little kiss A little touch Some minor pain On a scale of 1-10 It hurt like hell. Someone give this girl an Oscar. She does it so well. Long before she could walk. In and out. Doctor visits. Once in a while girl. Daddy issues. Mommy issues. The…
As I laid there.
I stared up at this ceiling The fan was dusty and needed some cleaning Much like my heart Deep within myself I threw a tantrum Looked over at you with anger I wondered how many more pretty faces stared at this same ceiling I caressed these sheets slowly A little bit of last night crept…
Forever the student A stormy past Horror in my words Violence in your delivery Torture in my heart A touch that stung Like bass through my body Felt every feeling Learned every lesson Watered my being Embodied this woman Clever as ever Lost in this moment Somewhere in outer space My hips so potent Living…
Lightning
You yelled “action” and we’re back into this scene Your hearts racing I remember that feeling The unseen A familiar love A touch from above The glare in your eyes Your grip on my thighs Wise beyond your time Somewhere lying bare in the history of my karma Within you I see Zion Maybe its…
Celestial
I sat with my divine counter parts She said I never needed these wings to be this fly That I never needed the high to elevate Only needed to meditate She reminded me that I was the drummer and the dancer The mother and the daughter The water that quenched thirst The seeker with the…
Florescence
I’m running out of ink Drowning in my sadness Afraid to face myself With no will to live It hurts to breathe Sinking deeper in my own words Cursed with talents Blessed with curves Starving my gifts Drunk at the party Too stoned to feel Went cold turkey I let the pain pierce through my…