This familiar scent
It came with the same intent
A familiar quest
Finessing your lies
Trying not to condemn myself
Trying to find the light
Trying to find myself
I burned this sage
The rage wouldn’t settle
The pain made itself a home within
How long have I been in this state of mind?
Trying to kill off this weakness
Trying to shake off what’s left of you
Remembering who I was
An angel in disguise
The lovely loving woman
The loving loyal friend
The one who was there when no one else was…
The one who believed in every word that you said…
I couldn’t see myself
But I could see you
I was merely a victim to my mothers karma
She to her mother’s…..
She to her mothers …..
And she to her mothers….
For the sake of my daughters and sons
I practiced self love
I practiced self control
I practiced letting go
I practiced peace
I fell victim to your fathers karma
The one that left you broken
With a life of uncertainty
And bad habits….
I didn’t know how strong I was until I had to become soft in the mist of anger
I promise to take this raging pain and turn it into the most beautiful fucking thing in the world
I promise my name will haunt you
Make this right before it’s too late
A writer without her muse, is still a writer
Your time is running out…