Death

The writings on the wall.

I was addicted Was it you Or was it the pain I wanted more I knew that if I wanted to I could easily move on But I stayed still Refused to leave this place And drowned in my own tears Provoked By my own heart Stared with a blank look At this wall These…

Unfamiliar.

I knelt down on the pillars of this churchThis time it was different The first time I entered these doors was with an uncle I remember as clear as day how overwhelmingly beautiful it was to me It’s where I was introduced to God Baptized as a child, held over this holy water as it…

Just a reminder.

“Fuck love” I said to him He laughs…Mocks me from the other end He thinks I failed at this He thinks quitting him is where I went wrong He thinks I’ll get tired of trying and run back to him He forgets he was my first taste at love He forgets he was my first…

Fade in.

I wanted to burn you down Light your life up into flames My fiery fires from within I couldn’t let him win I wanted to cut you into pieces Left you scrambling for peace Need I remind you… Karma is a thing. Silly peasant, disguised as king She wore the empress new clothes Naive to…

Flourish.

He said I was hard to please An artist with depth to her Layer after layer He wanted to uncover me He tried to study me Sit down and take a class Learn my body language Distracted by my curves As I spoke to him He took these mental notes P oetically I had a…

Phoenix

Your words burned me down Chased away all the sanity thats left in me I ask for guidance I ask these questions I ask for a sign He gives me another lesson He makes me face myself He wants me to fight him But he fights dirty He wants me to fight me So let…

Insomnia

She screams at me in agony Reaches out her hand for me And I let her fall on her face I had to… She would later understand Laid facedown on the cold ground All I could do was stare I couldn’t help her up 48hours we stood in this room Cursed my name I was…