Ocean dreams

The writings on the wall.

I was addicted Was it you Or was it the pain I wanted more I knew that if I wanted to I could easily move on But I stayed still Refused to leave this place And drowned in my own tears Provoked By my own heart Stared with a blank look At this wall These…

Welcome

Did the lonesome trail bring you here or did the troublesome thoughts light your way to me Have my words taught you a thing or two or did you come here to paint me blue Are you here to remenise or has the fantasy of who I’ve become begin to haunt you Do you come…

Forever the student A stormy past Horror in my words Violence in your delivery Torture in my heart A touch that stung Like bass through my body Felt every feeling Learned every lesson Watered my being Embodied this woman Clever as ever Lost in this moment Somewhere in outer space My hips so potent Living…

Yesterday’s tomorrow

I thought of you yesterday To my dismay and with tears in my eyes You watched me die inside A botched heart A clumsy start Instead of helping me, you gave me the bullets and gun Watched me pull the trigger Offered no compassion Turned away and left me in the dark Alone and afraid…

Prey

I’m pondering my thoughts wishing upon a star hope that my words don’t get lost in translation face to face with the magician traces of his skin on mine repenting for his sins he shot me a grin he looks mighty familiar I’m searching for a trigger he’s lurking from afar had a thing for…

My dear Melancholy

My dear Melancholy Did you let your ego win Or did it get you down on two knees Am I too late to the party Or are you totally consumed I know you watch me from a distance Hoped that things could’ve been different Bitterness in your delivery A slippery slope Polished intuition Up ahead…

Florescence

I’m running out of ink Drowning in my sadness Afraid to face myself With no will to live It hurts to breathe Sinking deeper in my own words Cursed with talents Blessed with curves Starving my gifts Drunk at the party Too stoned to feel Went cold turkey I let the pain pierce through my…

Poison

He said I was a smooth criminal I admit I got my way more than once Have you ever been stared down by a man He may as well have been on his knees Looked upon me like I was a goddess He couldn’t believe his eyes Didn’t know what to do with his hands…

Chapter 9.

I heard an elderly woman say “there’s something beautiful in every chapter of our lives” So I began to study yours in mine I thought of what you left behind I thought of what you took Mostly I kept coming up short Like the story was unfinished Like somehow it had diminished Toward the end…

Orgasmic.

A host for words A gem of sorts A singing bird A light that shined I found my glow A magical being I laid with the sun I felt the heat It warmed my skin No need for speaking The grin on my face It spoke for me Body language A tell all What’s a…