I’m sober.

I’ve hit this wall more times than I can count Don’t know what it is about you but you love to pull me under So what shall we call this magnetic force between us The one that makes you obsess over me The one that keeps me worried about you The one that makes us…

Just a reminder.

“Fuck love” I said to him He laughs…Mocks me from the other end He thinks I failed at this He thinks quitting him is where I went wrong He thinks I’ll get tired of trying and run back to him  He forgets he was my first taste at love  He forgets he was my first…

Ocean dreams.

We ignited  Spark by spark  Hearts beating fast I’m California dreaming Trying to catch up to myself  Dressed in tattoos  He was committed to art In a perfect world  Sand in my hair Picked up the pieces alone In the process I misplaced my heart Some days it’s hard to share a hug These deep…

Play Ball.

A day dreamer And a night thinker My dreams keep me from sleeping Submerged in myself Every morning I meet a different woman, in the mirror She greets me with a smile She is mostly pleased Uncertain about somethings But life finds a way This she knows She swung at a few strikes  Hit a…

Old wounds. 

Sticks and stones  In the rough… A little kiss A little touch  Some minor pain On a scale of 1-10  It hurt like hell. Someone give this girl an Oscar. She does it so well. Long before she could walk. In and out. Doctor visits. Once in a while girl. Daddy issues. Mommy issues. The…

As I laid there.

I stared up at this ceiling  The fan was dusty and needed some cleaning Much like my heart Deep within myself I threw a tantrum Looked over at you with anger  I wondered how many more pretty faces stared at this same ceiling I caressed these sheets slowly A little bit of last night crept…

Rose

I’m leaning in for love Talking to the moon up above I’m holding space for grace Minding my fate I’m letting go for trust Watching my spirit glow I’m blooming into the girl of my dreams No longer blinded by the gleam I’m treading lightly Setting intentions I’m anchoring my roots Nurturing the mother in…

Welcome

Did the lonesome trail bring you here or did the troublesome thoughts light your way to me Have my words taught you a thing or two or did you come here to paint me blue Are you here to remenise or has the fantasy of who I’ve become begin to haunt you Do you come…

Forever the student A stormy past Horror in my words Violence in your delivery Torture in my heart A touch that stung Like bass through my body Felt every feeling Learned every lesson Watered my being Embodied this woman Clever as ever Lost in this moment Somewhere in outer space My hips so potent Living…

the weather keeps changing and seasons have come and gone you said I was just a faze treated me like a disgrace lit the match, that set us ablaze still I forgave. writing to survive another body to make you feel alive starving for a new life you’ll never admit it the reason you were…