Masterpiece 

Last night I tried to draw you I tried to shade in all my favorite parts of you I thought about drawing myself next to you I wondered how we might look together Would your smile compliment mine? What if I drew your arms around my waist? Would I look safe? I wish you had…

He taught me.

He taught me, never to trust myself Second guessing became second nature He taught me, that his rejection was nothing Minimal to that of the world He taught me loneliness, with him at my side physically there, mentally long gone He taught me, that I wasn’t good enough on to the next, or back to…

Just strangers.

It was supposed to be forever  But I’m looking at pictures  Going down memory lane Feelings I can’t describe  I tried to give you a home I tried to give you a partner I tried with everything in me I know you’d give anything to have her back But she’s long gone  Making way and…

Am I there yet?

I fed those feeling’s and it felt so good I caved into that sweet, sweet craving These numbers will haunt me later and I know it’ll make me feel sick to my stomach, but right now is all that matters you see that’s what happens when that lonely sadness kicks in overpowering feelings… suddenly I’m…

breathe me in…

 Touch my hand Caress my face Touch my soul Look at me and smile Touch my heart Let’s roll around this grass together Touch my lips Make me laugh until it hurts Touch my life In the still of the moment lock eyes with me Kiss me … Touch my hand Keep me safe…

Caught up in you.

I get caught up in these feelings You can’t see me here You refuse to hear me here I get caught up in these feelings I can’t sleep at night Clutching these sheets, it’s hard… I get caught up in these feelings I can’t recognize you You’re everything, I thought you never were I get…

Nothing that is for me will miss me.

   “we fight to hold on, we fight to let go” Life can be as simple or as difficult as we chose to make it, but somehow we always manage to take the path with the most obstacles. If you’re anything like me you somehow manage to make the same mistake more than once. I’ve…

It’s not me, it’s you.

Smiles for days New perspectives The touch she always needed A breath of fresh air It came easy, it left just as Something changed Was it something she said? What it something she did? Because she swore you felt the same thing as her Turns out she only fed your ego Did you forget it…

She was I and I was her.

    She had that intense way about her Her heart she wore on her sleeve Her eyes they told stories She loved the gift of being a mother Her body did amazing things Her scars she wore them beautifully She always surprised herself Her strength, she dressed in daily Her smile, you wish you…

All the single ladies?!

Lately I come across post on Facebook that are literally desperately screaming “help I’m single and need a man”. Number 1. Being single is not, I repeat  is not a disease! Number 2. No man is going to want a desperate woman and if he does he’s probably himself not ready to be in a…