Rebel souls.

We unmasked these fears Created these shifts Gave power to will Basking in the sun The goat is gone Our house is a home You’re my morning coffee And my goodnight My smile, its never ending You feed my joy Heart to heart We’re shedding skin You breathe into me life Sand in my toes…

Sacred thing

Pen to story Pencil to sketch Between the lines Between the shading  You stood there tall as ever Time defied you Time cursed you You stood there chin up Stripped to the core  Down to your essence  Dead weight lifted  Skeletons buried  Demons possessed by me Whose that girl? They ask… The way she moves…

So this is betrayal.

I’m tossing and turning Making excuses for you But I saw the proof I knew the answer But I asked the question You lied… And I pretended to be okay I was there I went to that place  You weren’t there Words fall flat Land me right on my face I was good to you …

Masterpiece 

Last night I tried to draw you I tried to shade in all my favorite parts of you I thought about drawing myself next to you I wondered how we might look together Would your smile compliment mine? What if I drew your arms around my waist? Would I look safe? I wish you had…

He taught me.

He taught me, never to trust myself Second guessing became second nature He taught me, that his rejection was nothing Minimal to that of the world He taught me loneliness, with him at my side physically there, mentally long gone He taught me, that I wasn’t good enough on to the next, or back to…

Just strangers.

It was supposed to be forever  But I’m looking at pictures  Going down memory lane Feelings I can’t describe  I tried to give you a home I tried to give you a partner I tried with everything in me I know you’d give anything to have her back But she’s long gone  Making way and…

Tuck me in.

I keep finding myself in this space I run back without hesitation I feel warmth here and it makes it difficult to move forward It’s home away from home It’s where everything makes sense Every touch and sound is so familiar No matter how wrong it is, it’s where everything feels right It’s where I’m…

Am I there yet?

I fed those feeling’s and it felt so good I caved into that sweet, sweet craving These numbers will haunt me later and I know it’ll make me feel sick to my stomach, but right now is all that matters you see that’s what happens when that lonely sadness kicks in overpowering feelings… suddenly I’m…

⚠️ Caution fragile soul…

I miss the old me The new me is no fun She lives inside of her head Constantly lost in thought Physically unable to move Time passes her by As she drowns in herself It’s not her fault Unable to share hugs And display affection Still she was willing to learn Patience and dedication, is…

Untitled.

I’m standing in front of you numb, And you’re staring back at me dumb as ever. The debris I left behind when I collapsed, left pieces of me scattered. Did it hurt when you fell on your face? Does it suck that I’m no longer fazed by you? We went from this beautiful high, to…