Just a reminder.

“Fuck love” I said to him He laughs…Mocks me from the other end He thinks I failed at this He thinks quitting him is where I went wrong He thinks I’ll get tired of trying and run back to him  He forgets he was my first taste at love  He forgets he was my first…

Ocean dreams.

We ignited  Spark by spark  Hearts beating fast I’m California dreaming Trying to catch up to myself  Dressed in tattoos  He was committed to art In a perfect world  Sand in my hair Picked up the pieces alone In the process I misplaced my heart Some days it’s hard to share a hug These deep…

Old wounds. 

Sticks and stones  In the rough… A little kiss A little touch  Some minor pain On a scale of 1-10  It hurt like hell. Someone give this girl an Oscar. She does it so well. Long before she could walk. In and out. Doctor visits. Once in a while girl. Daddy issues. Mommy issues. The…

As I laid there.

I stared up at this ceiling  The fan was dusty and needed some cleaning Much like my heart Deep within myself I threw a tantrum Looked over at you with anger  I wondered how many more pretty faces stared at this same ceiling I caressed these sheets slowly A little bit of last night crept…

Rose

I’m leaning in for love Talking to the moon up above I’m holding space for grace Minding my fate I’m letting go for trust Watching my spirit glow I’m blooming into the girl of my dreams No longer blinded by the gleam I’m treading lightly Setting intentions I’m anchoring my roots Nurturing the mother in…

Welcome

Did the lonesome trail bring you here or did the troublesome thoughts light your way to me Have my words taught you a thing or two or did you come here to paint me blue Are you here to remenise or has the fantasy of who I’ve become begin to haunt you Do you come…

the weather keeps changing and seasons have come and gone you said I was just a faze treated me like a disgrace lit the match, that set us ablaze still I forgave. writing to survive another body to make you feel alive starving for a new life you’ll never admit it the reason you were…

Lightning

You yelled “action” and we’re back into this scene Your hearts racing I remember that feeling The unseen A familiar love A touch from above The glare in your eyes Your grip on my thighs Wise beyond your time Somewhere lying bare in the history of my karma Within you I see Zion Maybe its…

Celestial

I sat with my divine counter parts She said I never needed these wings to be this fly That I never needed the high to elevate Only needed to meditate She reminded me that I was the drummer and the dancer The mother and the daughter The water that quenched thirst The seeker with the…

Yesterday’s tomorrow

I thought of you yesterday To my dismay and with tears in my eyes You watched me die inside A botched heart A clumsy start Instead of helping me, you gave me the bullets and gun Watched me pull the trigger Offered no compassion Turned away and left me in the dark Alone and afraid…