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Caught up in you.

I get caught up in these feelings You can’t see me here You refuse to hear me here I get caught up in these feelings I can’t sleep at night Clutching these sheets, it’s hard… I get caught up in these feelings I can’t recognize you You’re everything, I thought you never were I get…

the weather keeps changing and seasons have come and gone you said I was just a faze treated me like a disgrace lit the match, that set us ablaze still I forgave. writing to survive another body to make you feel alive starving for a new life you’ll never admit it the reason you were…

My dear Melancholy

My dear Melancholy Did you let your ego win Or did it get you down on two knees Am I too late to the party Or are you totally consumed I know you watch me from a distance Hoped that things could’ve been different Bitterness in your delivery A slippery slope Polished intuition Up ahead…

Poison

He said I was a smooth criminal I admit I got my way more than once Have you ever been stared down by a man He may as well have been on his knees Looked upon me like I was a goddess He couldn’t believe his eyes Didn’t know what to do with his hands…

Orgasmic.

A host for words A gem of sorts A singing bird A light that shined I found my glow A magical being I laid with the sun I felt the heat It warmed my skin No need for speaking The grin on my face It spoke for me Body language A tell all What’s a…

Fade in.

I wanted to burn you down Light your life up into flames My fiery fires from within I couldn’t let him win I wanted to cut you into pieces Left you scrambling for peace Need I remind you… Karma is a thing. Silly peasant, disguised as king She wore the empress new clothes Naive to…

Flourish.

He said I was hard to please An artist with depth to her Layer after layer He wanted to uncover me He tried to study me Sit down and take a class Learn my body language Distracted by my curves As I spoke to him He took these mental notes P oetically I had a…

So this is betrayal.

I’m tossing and turning Making excuses for you But I saw the proof I knew the answer But I asked the question You lied… And I pretended to be okay I was there I went to that place You weren’t there Words fall flat Land me right on my face I was good to you …

Masterpiece

Last night I tried to draw you I tried to shade in all my favorite parts of you I thought about drawing myself next to you I wondered how we might look together Would your smile compliment mine? What if I drew your arms around my waist? Would I look safe? I wish you had…

He taught me.

He taught me, never to trust myself Second guessing became second nature He taught me, that his rejection was nothing Minimal to that of the world He taught me loneliness, with him at my side physically there, mentally long gone He taught me, that I wasn’t good enough on to the next, or back to…